Sunday, October 24, 2010

2. Background of the Charcters

To err is human..

Being a child to middle class conservative Brahman family 'Karthik' was raised very much in a despair. Despair of not being able to be open as his other fellow classmates were, as extravagant as other children of his age were, as flamboyant as his arch enemy school ranker was....

Every now and then his parents would make him follow a simple equation, work hard, study hard and get good marks. No other hobbies were allowed to be nurtured and whatever he did was according to his parents not to the mark !! Because there was Bar set already by his own elder sister, whom his parents were very fond of. Whatever she did was excellent and what ever karthik used to try to do was way below there expectations.

All this led to deep roots of self despair and loss of self confidence as such a small age. Age where no matter what you do your parents should always be supporting you. Should be encouraged by the whole family. Age when all the unknown facts about life should have been kept secret for him to reveled at latter times, but his fate had something extraordinary for him.

It was not totally his parents fault though... because they themselves have gone through such a drastic situation that they had no feelings left for a baby boy who was born at the worst time they could have imagined !! When his father was forcefully dragged out of his own paternal property by his own elder brother ! All these situations had a severe impact on the upbringing of a child who was assumed to be a bad omen for the family !

But what could have Karthik expected from his family ? Only a warm hug and sweet lovely expression ! But he was denied of all these pleasures a way long back !!! 

Thursday, October 21, 2010

1. Foreword

Getting to exact point why I have opted to blog, is because; there are some times in life when I cannot control the erupting volcano of raw emotions that splurges right from my heart, sometimes I do get a little as (ex) girlfriend used to say " out of control ". She was the one who gave me a enthusiastic idea of blog in..
To put forward all the emotional curves and bends in words is far more easier than to wait back and cry over a lost relation, which I was ready to make a life long bond. But she was not !!!

This ones dedicated to you my Pillu. 
No matter how much you hate me, I still love you.....