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I am not writing this blog to prove that I am innocent in whatever happened ! Its a kind of redemption... I write it and may be i am the sole reader !! But still it gives me a feeling of accepting all the sins i committed.....

I never got a chance to communicate the truth, so its a open relay to that particular special person, who may forget me ( as she has all the Rights, truthfully she does has, because all I did when we were together was really wrong !! ). Why is it always that we have to lose somebody to understand his value !!! Why god why ? Why did you not give me the same intelligence at that time ? When I was the most weak ! I am really really weak to fight back this situation, weak to commit suicide, weak to  walk back the past and change the times... If only I had power I would have gone back to that Black 28th and changed the whole day....



I should have never crushed such a lovely soul, such a lively, sweet Pillu. I miss her, and will never forgive myself for saying all those ....



Till my Death, I will always be a Sinner ! You have the whole rights to justify ! Not me !! I am weak ! I am Lost !! But some where you gave me the direction for Right path, and I ditched on you ! I am, I am Lost !
I should have never came in your life, to ruin it !