Sheer Imagination leads to ...

You cannot cage a free will Bird !!!

What he never came across the whole time that he was nowhere near her actual life dream...

She was way beyond his league. Though she herself started giving him the glimpses of that way after they moved in. She had dreams which were like a "Oh what the Fuck !!" for him, because he had gone those roads way before she had imagined.. And being suffered a lot from that journey he wanted a solace.. To keep himself stable and complete at his own world with her ! But all the good cannot stay stable for long .. that is what many people have stated in various aspects.. Some in physics, some in literature, some in form of Gods message.
What she cared the most was how it she is gonna fulfill her dreams.... Rather than making his own dreams come true he started fulfilling hers.. But he somewhere was not happy at all .... He was devastated from inside to find that she was also like the same other girls who enjoyed all happiness at a "not to be seen now" cost !! He just wanted to tell her that "All that Glitters is not Gold !"


His thoughts on that:

Now she has to know that truth on her own, and by the time you will understand that will be a way long .......

And mind you, you will then understand what I meant today !!!!


No matter how glamorous that world looks, that cannot guarantee you peace of mind at the end !!

Still you are my precious, and will always be... But you need to understand that they will make you fall for all the wrong that I have been through... One day you will want to retreat but then you will be so deeply involved in those things that you cannot come back even when you want to..... I had you, so my retreat was possible !
And what i feared all the time was this that when you will want to retreat you will find some one else other than me ... and then i will be history ! Ahhhhh ... Today i am any how your History ... But I feared the same !

No matter how cheap do I sound but that is the actual truth of life...

They wont stand by you when you will be 60-70 years old struggling through your old age.. But I would have. That is what actually love is ! Spending money on somebody so as to make him/her woo for you is not love !

Always fall for a guy who will make a coffee himself for you, and not for the guy who will take you to a coffee shop to show people his hand candy !!!!!

I may be poor .. And that might be one of the reasons...

I am much more ideal, that might be one of the reasons....

I am stuck with commitments, that might be one of the reasons.....

I am not cool, that might be one of the reasons.......

I am static happyness, that might be one of the reasons.....

I am more "Ghar-grishati" type, that might be one of the reasons.....


But you ever thought !!!! I am not fake as others....

I smoke is not the reason.....

I sometimes spray other people with anger is not the reason .....

Accepting all my faults I just want you to come up and tell me what was it that you were really bothered of, after moving in so much.. to such a extent !!!





What was is that was bothering you to keep that relation going on ? No matter I accept that I had been harsh, but as you know you cannot tie a knot with one hand !!! What was bothering you ??? I just wanted to know this ....

Why ? Because you could have never introduced me as your "man" ???

I still remember: you refering me as your cousin ...........................